最终还是没人懂。
没人懂我要什么。
不会有人了解，
这个世界上不一样的我。
我不想要一直一个人承受，
只是真的找不到一个可以真正明白的人。
说懂，却更显得不懂。
说想，却没认真想要。
说会，最终还是反悔。
我为什么执着，我为什么不走，
我只想等一个人，好好陪我。
没任何理由，没任何借口，
就算一无所有，我想我有，
自己的灵魂陪我。
自己懂的，别人不懂。
不是你的，不要强求。
若要放手，就让他走。
离题了。
我只是想找个懂我，了解我，珍惜我的朋友。
为什么，没有?
finally, exams are over.
but im like stoning everyday.
WHY WHY WHY.
half the time im staring into space = =
-shakes head-
i need a job.
and i need sleep.
and i need.... alot of brain cells.
anw, chels won again yst,
like... its expected isnt it?
HAHA.
frankie lampard scored again.
so its 3 goals in 3 games.
3 goals in 4 matches this season.
chels tv have been saying tt he may be the top scorer this season.
obviously, coz ballack is not playing.
they say:
lampard is back to his old self, the days where he can attack freely, when he dont have to play with michael ballack = =
okay man.
so its my dear dear's problem now.
he's good okay.
at least he can be the only one who confirm can score from the penalty spot.
and chels may not lose on penalties again.
aiya, crap la.
im gonna watch tv again.
and there's mahjong tomms.
and k on thursday.
going st nicks on friday.
tt's better. (:
im waiting for the england vs germany match to start... so... some pre-match comments first.
ONE reason why gerrard shld not be vice captain.
A hairline fracture in his foot... or maybe toe... somewhere there la....
and he pulled out of the friendly against germany.
okay, ppl may say, its just a friendly.
but against germany, this is not JUST a friendly.
remember the 5-1 demolition the previous time they met?
germany would want revenge. obviously. national pride.
back to the reason.
he bear the pain to play through the chelsea match and withdrew from this friendly.
but look at frank lampard.
he had to inject ... erm... wad's that called? ... 止痛剂... yar...
just to train, and to play this game.
and david beckham.
he flew to england just to play this friendly against germany,
and have to rush back america coz LAgalaxy have a match tomms.
wad does this show?
that oldie puts club over country.
tt's why he dint get the captain role, and maybe he shldnt even be the vice cap.
oh, and its the first time i see JT give such a long interview for england.
HAHA.
coz some oldie's not there to attract attention.
:P
okay, tt's about it. haha.
owen is playing tonight.
i hope he scores and play well...
show ppl tt he is still as good after leaving pool.
oh oh, and i have to say this bout jamie carragher.
retire from intl games when your ctry needs you.
like... WOW.
actually i dont see a diff la, coz he's not in the first eleven (:
go england!!!!!
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john dykes said, frankie have the same injury as gerrard.
SEE.
the boys in BLUE, are of a different class.
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HAHA. copy lion :P
i screwed my first paper.
it's damn shit.
all that TBK told us to study was not tested at all.
and to think that i thought i prepared well for the paper.
my foot.
i looked at the questions and almost died on the spot.
i spent 2hrs writing crap.
and i knw its PURE crap.
i hope my project and previous paper can help pull the overall up.
i dont wanna retake the module.
I DONT WANNA RETAKE THE MODULE!
我不要不及格。
我不要被别人笑。
我不要被看不起。
WTF.
19th August 2007
2300-0100 hr
BPL match
liverpool vs chelsea
torres is such a bitch -.-
haha. okay.
liverpool played chelsea just now, at anfield.
i have to admit that without the ref's decision, chelsea wld have lost the match.
and i think chels cannot be blamed for bad refereeing.
before i start ...ing on the penalty incident,
i have to say, chels defence really suck.
with JT back, i thought things wld be better,
but we are still without riccy so it actually didnt make much of a diff.
pool was right in attacking from the weaker right side,
where essien wad filling the position.
torres ran past a few chels players....i lost count...
and shot past cech.
a GOAL that i thought could easily be saved by the world no.1 gk.
and because i think its ben haim's fault,
i am not blaming cech for that goal.
then comes the equaliser in the second half.
someone crossed into pool's penalty box (i forgot who but i think its essien)..
and malouda merely tried to siam4 the ball so that it goes to a much open drogba.
it just happens that finnan is behind him and malouda knocks into him.
and the ref's decision was shocking.
malouda thought the whistle was for a foul against him.
drogba continued with play and nobody....
and i mean nobody in the blue contingent (ignoring the reds of course)...
actually reacted to that and ask for a penalty wadsoever............
and i thought it was for a free kick to liverpool -.-
but since its awarded, chels might as well take the opportunity to equalise.
oh. and i hate watching penalties.
(after watching chelsea miss SO many in the ucl and comm shield)
but frankie scored.
not because he took it well, but because potato reina went the wrong way.
OOPS.
haha.
anw, chels are currently 2nd in the table, 2 pts behind leaders man CITY.
yes. its man CITY. not man UTD.
OMG.
man UTD are like... 14th or 16th in the league now.
ppl may say its just the third game, its just the start of the season.
but a bad start marks a tough season ahead for man UTD.
they deserved it though.
wad's the use of playing well when u dont score goals?
and when u dont score, where the points come from?
yupp.
i would rather man UTD start well than liverpool... to say the truth.
coz i totally cannot stand liverpool.
btu its good that man u and arsenal are dropping points now (not like i think arsenal is a threat to us... coz seriously... they are not...)
i cant wait for nfc manager to start... HAHA.
and i cant wait to see JT lift the premiership trophy again.
i have faith in the boys in blue.
and of course, JOSE MOURINHO.
oh, and did i mention that i think lehmann is such a joker?
HAHA.
i wonder whether he'll still be arsenal's no.1 after such an error XD
oh my, he's more hilarious than hilario >.<
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and i owe marcus 25bucks.
ive decided to go and teach those irritating kids.
TUITION.
(:
shizi:
eh, i got alot of things to pass to you.
but then right, everytime i see you i forgot to bring.
= =
(:
manpin:
u knw wad, my dad wants to buy the home and away chels jersey for me.
O_O
its... ABIT bright isnt it?
mandy:
PIGeon!!
eh. let's go sakura and eat.
like ALOT.
(:
and ignore tt fruit. okay?
3weeks after i last post.
IM BACK.
haha.
actually wanted to just post some photos...
coz im lazy to type.
ppl who shld knw about wad happen and stuff alr knew.
and so the rest, u do not have to knw.
:D
and im super lazy now to even post photos.
so, yupp.
wait.
i'll post them...
SOME DAY (:
回億。
你是否听得到我的吶喊 在那另一岸
是希望 是奢望 是絕望
回想 記憶 那麼完美無暇
那是任何人都無法剝奪的
是永遠 是永恆 是永久
燦爛的笑容 甜美的笑聲
都變得模糊不清 無能觸摸 無能掌握
你能了解這樣的痛嗎？
像利刀 無形的刺痛 一陣一息 一點一滴
就讓那淚水 漸漸的沖淡這一切
這破碎的心也應鐵了。
okay, im blogging.
like finally.
but i got nothing to blog about.
holidays are jus super boring...
hurr.
oh, tt bball machine is so fun!
haha...abit random la.
but its super nice lor.
-looks @ manpin, lion, wei-
monday ok? yay~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
haha~~~ tt's all. (:
actually 14 is good too.
geremi was from real also.
yuppyupp.
psss... i dont like small tortoises.
tskk.
HAHAHAHAH
-looks up-very detailed picture XDit was brandon's bday tt day.yupp. (:HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY. XDerm. yar. there are more pictures la.wait for me to upload them.coz stupid imagestation keeps hanging my comp.yupp. oh yar.darling chels have made history.they are the last to win the FA cup @ the old wembly,and now they are the first to win the FA cup @ the new wembly.yupp.so proud of them.and stupid giggsy.the ball did cross the line, but u almost injure cech.you suay la. ref dint see. HAHAHAHHAHAfor pics on match, go manpin's blog. XDi lazy to find pics XD okay.exams start next sat.im dying.chiko, pls study. (:ok, i'll TRY.HAHAHA BYE.